It dawned upon me that life is not a bed of roses. There are rocky patches in which we have to pick ourselves up in order to move on. Sometimes you can't help but to question yourself, why does this life treat you so unfairly at times, though you think you deserve better.

I often wonder what does life has to offer, what it has in store for me to find out. How i wish i could deal with changes and move on, be a little stronger as a person, as a friend. I wish i could learn to understand and accept circumstances, though they are not at their best, but they could be worse, and that i have people i can always count on. How mortifying life is at times, i always think that this life we're living keeps millions of mystery i'm just dying to find out. Ah life, i don't know why i did what i did, or are we supposed to question everything, evaluate all our acts, and just let nature takes its course? What if nature doesn't take me to happiness?

We get so focused on the what-ifs we mostly forget the what-is. I'm a person with lots of whats and whys. Maybe, maybe its for the best. I hope.

AND BYTHEWAY MOMMY I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU CHECK ON MY PHONE AND READ MY MESSAGES AND QUESTION ME ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU SHOULDN'T. I NEED SOME SPACE, OKAY? Please/

but i smarter. i deleted all the messages you shouldn't see HEHEHEHE