I'm not allowed to drive anymore because I'm strictly grounded so sian. So I'm following my mom around town which makes me sleepy.

Ok, I feel better already. Actually come to think of it its not really that bad, just that when I lost someone so significant in my life I feel weak and think I won't be able to carry on. But I've been strong all this while, no? I have been living an independent life without my parents physically beside me, and not everyone can go through that right. Many people tried studying overseas and came back because they're not independent enough. I figure out its just a mentality sort of thing and after talking so much to my newly found curhat buddy who's dying to meet me (hehe), I looked at things in much wider lens already, and lose one grow one thousand right. And my curhat buddy is so retarded and funny I feel so much entertained :) curhat buddy!!! Sounds so cool you still owe me aglio olio recipe!!!! Must be lazying around in kempinski now 3usd per sqm hahahahaahahaha!!

Btw I've been holding my pee since 3 hours ago D: shucks.

I should be thankful, because compared to so many unfortunate people out there, I'm counted as lucky.