candies on air.
haha i'm still healthy and shimmering hahaha

I know my last few posts have been meaningless, so i'm doing a proper post right now.

everything just doesn't feel right right now. i'm so tired after today and everything that has happened. i am so afraid of the time ticking because it means my stay here gets lesser and lesser and i don't know why how to live with you so far away. i wish i could be a little stronger than this. and i believe we can solve this glam-ly, no screaming involved. you just have to believe in me i guess. i've found true happiness with you

i'm having tuition tomorrow and my heartless tutor gave me homeworks i'm supposed to deal with atomic structure and moles i want to vomit. and i have 58 cheng yu to memorise got ting xie tmr haha idk why i have chinese tuition also. and i still cant figure out how to solve the enthalphy change with so many routes. even the route to airport is only one. i'm dying.

cny is coming. so is valentine's day. i think you know what i'm thinking right now. i don't know what to do.

welllllllllllllllll, afterall, this post isn't so meaningful. haha. i just need trust.