You don't want me to take my course and i don't want to be pharmacist so i'll just go be america's next top model and be the bitch of the cycle and earn 100000 dollar contract with covergirl cosmetics, and one year contract with elite model management and i will keep having best picture of the week and my picture will be displayed in the house as digital art. :)

I just packed my books into box to sell them off tomorrow w the girls. I went through page by page of all my textbooks. No wonder i am just done now. I wrote many crappy stuff like i'm hungry, i'm sleepy, i'm craving for laksa. But most of them, are words that i'll never dare to tell you. I've erased all of them, using up 5 correction tapes and a solid eraser. My left thumb hurts and my heart too. Flipping through the pages as if brought me back to those moments, reminded me of those excitement i used to feel. I want you to know, that you mean the world to me and noone can replace you. No one. Its funny how you are the person who hurt me the most, but the one that i love the most. Maybe not the exact same feeling, but you're still special. Because, if not because of you, i'll never be able to give without wanting a return. I've forgotten how its like to live without thinking of you. ❤ jet'aime.

"Menurut kamu, cinta itu apa sih?"

" Cinta itu..memberi dan menyayangi seseorang, tanpa menuntut. Dia, cinta itu sendiri."