Well, i can't perfectly describe how i'm feeling right now. Kinda the mixture of boredom and excitement. I did amaths just now and how surprising i still can remember my formulas probably stuck in my head because of the routined practices. I felt quite good revising actually, so that i don't return to mr potato whatever he's taught us.

Anyway, i'm missing beatty and its people like crazy, because everyday is like holiday for us and sometimes i lost track of the days and dates and forgets appointments. I know man. I got closer to my girls and of course that's a wonderful thing that i thank god for. I am very very afraid of the farewell. Tremendously scared. I know i repeatedly said that but that's really how terrified i am. :( Sigh.

Setiap manusia memiliki mimpi. Ada yang bangun dan mengejarnya, ada yang menyerah dan membuangnya, ada yang diam dan menyimpannya seumur hidup. Dan aku, akan menjadi manusia yang terakhir itu.

ps. Because i know everyone has the same person in mind when i say 'i miss you', that's why i'm not afraid of anyone finding out who 'you' really are.