How more should i emphasize that i don't want to be a pharmacist?
Give me a break.

I watched Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging just now (i know i'm late) and its awesome. I keep asking myself why in the world i told my mom i wanna stay longer in singapore. i should just go back earlier and have fun there. i miss my brothers. and i'm doing nothing in singapore. staying over at sherly's is the only thing i look forward to. if she's gna cancel also i think i can go crazy. stop making plan with me and tell me 'hey lets go out this saturday' if you don't even know if you can make it or not. pfft i should stop saying and swallow it right. i should sleep to turn things around even though i'm not sure how sleeping can make me feel better. it just keeps me from feeling like shit for sometime.

Mom if you want me to take that course you might as well shoot me and let me die you know.